It’s has been a good couple of months since I have posted anything. During this period we have experienced a lot. Many blessings and trials have visited our family. A lot has been on my mind.
As a wife and a mother-of-two I have to make so many choices and decisions that effect the future of my family. Do we need more toilet paper, do we have enough toothpaste, is everyone feed and are all of the bills paid?
Yes, I know those are little decisions but right after the big decisions roll in.
Do I send Matthew to private school or public school? Maybe I should consider home school? Do I need to continue with photography or maybe I should leave it be?
Now these are the decisions that trouble my heart and keep me up at night.
Am I doing all that I can for my little ones? Do I really see the will of God? Am I seeing the hurting people around me? Am I actually where I am suppose to be?
I know that I am a woman, my mind races and my feelings are easily confused. That is why my only hope is Jesus.
He is the only one that has answers because He is the Creator.
He is my Beloved and my King. The only one that can make my heart at peace.
My questions and trials don’t disappear. Nothing changes but my heart does.
He gives me the peace and knowledge.
A verse that has been on my mind…
Wait for the Lord;
be strong and take heart
and wait for the Lord.
He is just to good to me.
Thank you, Jesus.